Friday, January 13, 2012

Past Life Reading for Al

Hi Al this is Sarah with your past life reading. You told me your mother's people are from England and your dad's were Irish and also Native Americans. We will use this info if it is indicated as we do the reading.

I have laid out 6 cards to do an intuited past life reading for you. That is a past life reading entirely intuited rather than researched using maps and history articles. Your 6 cards will tell me about your birth, childhood, occupation, marriage, death, and the main theme of the life.

Your birth card is the Empress. Laying my hand on this card, I see your pregnant mother. She had great concern about this pregnancy while you were in the womb. I see her large and pregnant, about 8 months. She is wearing a nice dress of good quality that appears to me to be in the style of the early 1800's in a European style, and because your mother's people were from England, there is every reason to assume it is England, or it could also be in the area of Ireland. Her dress is rather low cut and it is not of common cloth. I think she was well married to a man with money who provided well for her and she was in a secure home. I keep seeing her in a room with heavy wooden furniture, especially a canopy over the double bed. She is not very young, but not old. She is probably 23 to 27 years old. She is pretty, with her hair up on her head with some curls around her face.

  I do not see any other children. I think you were her first child. Her concern, mentioned earlier, was some anxiety about this first childbirth. She seems a bit unworldly, a bit naive. It is all new to her. I don't think she received much sex education before marriage. However, she is getting good care. She feels alone in this birth experience. I do not believe the father is very involved, altho he is the husband. She may have been married to a near-stranger who had money or could at least take care of her. In spite of her good clothes, I do not see other people as in a social life. There seems to be some water nearby and the husband is away on a trip of some kind, travelling on this water. She does not miss him, but she does not hate him  either. It is a rather formal arrangement, this marriage. He is a little older than she is, but not extremely.

Your childhood card is the Knight of Cups. You were a loving child,close to your mother. You loved her and she enjoyed you. You were a boy. When you were older, you rode horses or raced horses or you went travelled on a horse. Since you were the first born son, there is no question that you would have inherited the estate, and that your father would have trained you in his occupation or educated you well for another good one.Your mother faded into the background and found her happiness and activities at home. There were other  brothers and sisters, but not too many, or if there were, they died young.You were in trade as a young man, and I think you probably inherited this from your father or at least learned it from him, and got your start from him. You would have had responsibility at the estate, also. You were skilled and made a good living young in this life, but again, much of that was because your father did pave the way for you. You got along ok with him, but I think you loved mother more. However, you actually spent quite a lot of time with him when you were old enough to train to make your living. He is around quite a while, but will not live to be too old. Your mother survives the childbirths. I see her in your house and you providing for her as an adult. You make sure your mother has good heavy, high quality wooden furniture. I think you made her some kind of gift this way.

You had a wife but did not really get along with her. You preferred your mother, who was a bit sweeter. This drove a little wedge between you and the wife.You did what was expected in this life, however, and had a brood of children. There was no divorce, which would have been socially unacceptable.

I see a mistress with you at your death, your lover. You are in her house. She is well provided for and financially independent somehow. You may well have provided for her at least partly. She has a nice home. She is single at this time. I do not see her children, but she may have some grown children by this time. Her home is a safe refuge for you emotionally. You have a stroke or heart attack and you are moved to your own home, but I cannot see whether that is before or after you actually die. It doesnt matter very much.

As we can see from all this, you had a rather humdrum life. However, we have not dealt with the last card yet, which is the theme of the life.

The theme of a life is always something simple that keeps repeating itself in many ways in the life. Your theme is "two things." You dealt with two things your whole life in terms of emotional loyalty. First there was your mother and father, who were not together as an emotional unit. You had a loyalty to mother that was separate from father and almost but not quite opposed to him. There was some competition there for you since you were the first born son for the father, and the first born child for the mother. Then you had a wife and a mistress, and the theme there is obvious. Looking for other signs of dichotomy, there is your estate that should by all rights be your home in everyway, but the home of the mistress is really where you are comfortable. So you have two homes, two women, two different influences in childhood.

One thing i notice in this reading is that I never see you taking a really strong stand on anything in this life. That is perfectly ok, of course. Every life cannot be dramatic, nor should it be! But I think that until the end when you actually died, you never really knew who you were in this life. Your life was largely lived fulfilling a role that was marked out for you. That was not uncommon in those times and in your social circumstances. However, at the end you resolved this, and part of it was by dying at your mistresses house. It was a statement. You were tired of pretending.

Altho this did not appear to be a particularly joyous life, actually it was quite happy, at least without major problems except the normal personal ones. It was a fortunate life, and one in which you got to examine the issue of identity. You grew into your own identity as you grew older. Perhaps everyone in this life did. By the time you died, you were quite at peace and living for you, having had dispatched with your responsibilities others. You did not feel that you owed it to your wife to die at home so it would look good to the neighbors.

I hope you have enjoyed your reading and that it may be useful to you somehow.

Sarah Pau

Janna on Tuesday, November 29, 2011 10:38 AM

I just started a new job and I really like it, but I am a temp hire. There are a few permanant positions coming open and I would like a reading about that. Will I get the job? What can I do to get the job? Thanks!

READING

Hi Janna this is Sarah with your tarot reading. Thank you for your request. Sorry it took some time to get to it! Your question is a good one, and important. I am laying the cards out twice, once for the first question and once for the second. The first is a simple yes or no question for which I have laid out two cards. Will I get the job? Frequently when we ask such a question, the cards respond by saying, "Yes if you do such and such." In other words, the future of this question is not completely decided yet and it depends on what you do. That is always good news, and it also answers your second question, "What can I do to get the job?" YOU have a telling card laid down first, the Magician. He represents all skills. He is guy who is really really capable. My standard interp for this card is: "Someone who is capable of manipulating the environment for  his own support."This card is telling us that you have everything it takes to get this job you want. So first of all, I want to say to you: increase your confidence, because you are unnecessarily insecure about it. The Magician tells me that in neon lights. So, that is great news for your question!This reading is telling me that you are more than capable of getting that job and that you should use your abilities pro-actively to get it. Then you won't have have to wonder and wait. You can do something about it. I believe this reading is suggesting that you take steps to assure yourself the position you want. The second card you have is a card referring to a female adviser who is well-disposed toward you. I believe you probably know who this is. This woman will be influential in the decision, and she will be instrumental in getting you the job. The prognosis for your question on this job is very positive. The cards say that most probably you will get this job, yes. I hope that answers your question. I will be glad to take other questions from you if you have them. Request a reading any time on our Blog. Sarah

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